blame on me

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- i think i did something wrong sa work..

- i should keep my mouth shut!

- FCUK.. it's not my intention and never thought na ganun mangyayari..

- i learn my lesson and i felt bad! so much!! i regret talking to that person!!

- whole day i'm thinking kung bakit ko nasabi dun sa walang hiyang captain bar
manager un.. fcUk talaga! a single conversation can be use against you! fCUK sya!

- di ako nag jogging.. tulog lang ako..

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just when i needed you ..

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- what the hell!!!.. here i am, ready to complete my blog..

- and i accidentally deleted all the BBM (blackbery messages)logs from my phone.. what is that?? huh?

- well anyway i don't want to ruin my tuesday night..(di ba sira na? hehehe).

- maaga ako nakauwi.. naglowbatt phone ko.. so 8pm pa lang nag paalam na ako uwmui..

- eto katapos ko lang mag shower after kong mag jogging for almost 45mins..

- i cut into slice yung apple na natira sa ref.. kinain ko na din yung grapes..

- minsan kung kailan mo kailangan yung tao tsaka naman wala..

- nag punta sya makati.. to meet yung friend nya.. na hindi naman sumipot..

- i don't like that idea na pumunta sya dun ng di sya sure na dadating ba or hindi friends nya.. what kind of frieds they are.. well that's the kind of friends.. i don't want to have..

- i can't imagine myself na umuwi ng pinas at hindi ako i-meet ng mga friends ko.. naku patay sila sakin...

- i tried na mameet nya na lang mga friends ko since mag-isa sya sa makati.. but what can i do.. eh andun na yung kasama nya sa inuman kagabi..

- asa makati area and nag leave sa work.. so ayun dinner na lang sila.. atleast ayun maykasama na sya..

- hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naasar.. kasi siguro dun sya sa ex nya nag stay?? at lagi nya ksama yung jowa ng ex nya.. well wala nman masama dun..

- but bakit ba ako nag react ng ganito.. i dunno din.. na insecure ba ako? bakit?

- maybe malayo ako.. na miss ko sya? yung attention na para sakin.. andun sa isa?.. hindi naman.. ewan.. i can't understand why..

- hindi naman ako dapat magalit pero bakit ako nagagalit pag ksama nya yun.. wala naman sila ginagawa masama..

- siguro naasar lang din ako.. kasi pumunta syang makati na hindi naman sya sure kung ppunta talga mga friends nya.. i know he felt bad about it.. and i felt bad kasi wala ako dun.. and yung mga time na yun iba pa ung kasama nya.. siguro yun lang ayun..

- atleast hindi lasing.. pagod lang sya..

I want to lock my BB in a safe box for weeks and get it when your back...maybe that could help?

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the 6th

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- after work jogging for 30 mins..

- punta si habibi sa m.o.a then.. nood ng badminton..

- festi.. inom.. coffee..

- i dunno.. what's wrong.. lasing lang siya..

- mahirap talga makipag usap lalo na pag lasing kausap mo..

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wrong move..

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- wrong move? why? FCUK talga.. bakit ba nabura ang bbm logs ko..

- ano bang nyari ng day na toh?

- kita kami ni best after work..
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absence

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- sleep over kela best..

- off ko..

- pasok sya sa work.. and stay lang ako sa pad nya.. brian his roommate eh dumating ng morning from night shift duty..

- tiklop ko mga damit nya habang kain icecream.. watching episode 2 of pretty little liars..

- usap kami ni habibi sa chat then okay na yung BB nya.. at-last!!! ilang days din na hindi ko sya naka BB! im happy at okay na.. miss ko na sya!

- dumating si best from work.. and we watch Karate kid sa dubai mall..


Friday:

- 4-10p.m work ko.. kamusta naman at apat kaming nasa frontdesk eh weekend yun.. hays.. boring sa work.. spag for dinner..

- si habibi di pa din activated yung BB nya..

- nawala parker pen ko sa office! grrr!! pag uwi ko naman nahulog BB ko.. hehehe nabinyagan na sya. buti na lang may rubber case yun.. :)

- kain lang ako sa bahay then ayos gamit and sleep over ako kela best..

- I miss you habibi!


Thursday:

- 8am-5pm is my sked.. missing habibi.. tingin lang ako sa labas ng office.. looking dun sa bench kung san nya ako madalas antay.. dun din kami kain ng shawarma :)

- after shift.. meet ko si best sa Dubai mall.. coffee.. then uwi din ako ng 1:00am..

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vacation

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- habibi went back to Philippines for 1 month vacation..

- 12:00PMwent to burjaman to buy vitamins..and moisturizer

- 1-10 is my shift,,

- Habibi>> I LOVE YOU!!! MISS NA KITA!! BB MO agad ako ah>>MUAH!!!!!!!

- HABIBI~~


Tuesday:

- tom na alis ni habibi..


Monday:



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yellow case..

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- went to mass..

- then to dubai mall to meet best..

- yellow case for my BB..


Saturday:

- pumasok sya sa work.. sleep lang ako sa bahay nya.. afternoon dumating sya..

- haircut day.. with habibi

- and then we headed to IBM Batuta.. jogi and his friend followed..

- dinner lang then uwi na ulit sa bahay nila..




Friday:

- went to dubai mall..

- shopping with habibi.. coffee after

- we then headed to Al Diyafaj to buy perfume..

- dinner at habibi's place.. jogi prepared a dinner for several people including us..

- went to C.G.. went back home before 2:30..

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defying gravity

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- na L.L.S na ako sa defying gravity..

- habibi went to c.g..

- off ko na tom...


Wednesday:

- tulog ako kela habibi..

- luto ng bicol express.. first time ko nagluto..




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my Heroes

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Monday:

- habibi visited me.. gave me fruits and sandwich to eat

- watching heroes..

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GLEE

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- coffee with habibi..

- still watching last episodes of Glee..


Saturday:

- woke up around 6:00pm..

- eat dinner (lumpia shanghai courtesy of habibi)..

- jog for 30 mins..




Friday:

- i'm doing the night shift for this week..

- mark and nelly's flight back to manila for a vacation..

- wuah aga ko nagising.. 10:00A.M.. di ako maka log-in sa facebook.. since lastnight..

- i folded yung mga nilabahan ko.. last sunday pa ata yun naka-sampay..

- they cooked bangus (inihaw style.. pero prito sya?? ata..) + pakbet + tinola...

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Abu Dhabi

I miss you and our little talks and our endless kisses. I love you Habibi. Muah!
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- after work nya, dumaan muna si habibi sa work.. heheh may dalang apple and peanuts.. kinuha ko lang yung peanuts.. :)

- Habibi is going to abu dhabi para meet friend nya..

- late na sya nakadating because late na din dumating mga friends nya na kasabay nya pumatang dun..

- i'm not feeling well.. medyo sumakit ulo ko.. kaya sumabay na ako sa office driver para maaga makauwi..

- pag dating ko despida ni mark and nelly.. babakasyon sila sa pinas.. 1 month lang naman..

- 3:00A.M na natapos.. nag-toothbrush lang ako then na tulog na..
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Estee Lauder

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- Habibi surprise me.. late night dumaan sya sa office just to check me..

- ka bbm ko lang sya and the next thing i know eh, nasa labas na pala sya ng office..

- may function sa office.. mga 10:30P.M sya dumaan.. sabi ko dun muna sya sa bench malapit sa office umupo habang antay nya ako.. yung first bench kung san kami umupo nung una kaming nag kita..

- as soon as umalis na yung mga tao.. pinuntahan ko sya dun..

- dinalahan nya ako ng mani, LOL. yung mani na hindi ko nakain last time.. hahaha..

- usap lang kami kasi baka hindi kami mag kita this weekend.. balik nightshift ako.. wuah..

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Tuesday:

- lumpia for lunch :) + the sinigang from last night.. :)


Monday:

- i'm excited for tomorrow..'till habibi called to tell me that hindi sya papasok..

- habibi went to the doctor para pa check yung mata nya.. and nag note ng two days rest para sa condition nya :) mon + tue (no work), tapos tue off nya :)

- nag dala na ako ng gamit ko para sleep over sa kanila.. :)

- nag luto si habibi ng sinigang as i request for it..

- after myshift.. deretso ako sa kanila (I got one beautiful rose for habibi).. and then we had dinner.. then dumating yung roommates nya with some of their friends..

- na restore ko na yung laptop ni habibi, i tried to update habibi's laptop and install service pack1 para ma install ko ang windows 7.. it's not working.. it's 3:00A.M and gising pa kami..


Sunday:

- wedding reception at the office

- habibi went to citycenter(diera)and bought external HD..

- ayun pag uwi nya namamaga yung mata nga :)

- back up nya mga files nya para ma format ko na laptop nya..

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You are my life. ♥

sober!

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Im drunk!!! fcuk!!!!

Thursday:

- i'm off to work..

- meet up with marvs..

- went to dubai mall and city center in diera..

- i bought a new shirt..

- around 4:30P.M i went to burjaman to see habibi..

- rest..and then have dinner..

- went to C.G to watch Vice Ganda show.. meet up with best..

- too much crowd..it was hot and we are standing the whole show..

- uwi kami ni habibi ng maaga.. dun ako stay ulit sa kanila

- i want cup noodles.. so bumili kami.. + toothbrush :)

- watched naruto bago natulog..


Friday:

- IKEA day.. Festival city Center

- Instant noodles for brunch.

- Ham&Egg + cesar salad for lunch.. salmon and potato for habibi..

- went to city center.. pagod na kaya bili ng watermelon juice..

- hanap ng short si habibi para sa bday party ng friend nya..

- Cheesecake flavor ice cream + plain chocolate ice cream with brownies merienda..

- shawarma for dinner


- then uwi na ako.. bus from bujuman papunta bahay (first time ko)..

- ayun na badtrip lang ako, ang tagal ng byahe.. at daming mababaho na katabi ko..

- pag dating ko bahay.. despedida ng isang housemate ko..

- inuman lang kami till 12:00A.M.. tom 4:00P.M pa pasok ko..
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bicol express

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- 11:00P.M just arrived home from work..

- feeling ko one week akong nawala sa bahay hahaha..

- open my laptop (and yes!gumagana pa naman).. open facebook and blogspot..

- sleep over kela habibi.. dumating sya 10:00P.M last night sa office, bought me fruit salad (na kinain din nya. lol).. and pineapple juice..

- tagal ng guest last night.. dapat 11:00P.M out na ako.. naging 1:00A.M

- habibi waited for me, like almost 4 hrs..

- then uwi kami sa kanila.. eat muna pasta then tulog round 2:30A.M

- tapos gising ako 6:30A.M kasi 8:00A.M duty ko..

- ligo lang then pasok.. eat breakfast sa office..

- split shift ako.. so 8:00A.M to 2:00P.M work ko..

- tapos from 2:00P.M to 7:00P.M break ko...

- request ako kay habibi ng fav. food ko.. bicol express..

- hehehe pag out ko office, punta ako ulit sa kanina.. lumagpas pa ako ng isang station.. grabe naman.. hindi pala bujaman yung babaan ko..

- ayun.. maiinit kaya nag pasundo ako sa kanya sa train station.. may bitbit si habibi na payong :)

- tapos pag uwi sa bahay.. kain.. ayun sarap food. yum yum yum!!! di ako nakapag uwi.. :(

- tulog.. then dumating n mga kasama nya sa house.. nag shower na ako and punta kami burjaman.. hanap kami ng green case para sa BB nya.. :)

- sobrang enjoy ako kasama habibi.,. happy ako everytime na nakikita ko sya!!

- balik ako sa office 7:00-10:00P.M..

- leave ako tom.. nood kami vice ganda.. tomorrow morning di ko alam gawin ko..? hmm may pasok si habibi eh..

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