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acceptance

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- There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout..

- This is me..I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package..

- Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away!

- Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold..

- If I need to change, I alone will make that decision..
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unexpected..

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Friday:

- bus from I.C to rashidya..

- Train from rashidya to al rigga station

- went to this authentic shawarma resto.. food is cheap and delicious..

- wejdan cafe and resto it's actually near the clock tower..

- then from al rigga station to burjaman..

- gimik punta kami C.G

- waiting.. waiting.. waiting.. I don't want to keep on waiting..

- i waited in a indian fruit juice store...

- after i finish my watermelon shake.. i decided to go home..

- i got mad for waiting.. and went to the bus station..

- mas malamig dun kaya dun ako nag stay..

- best texted ppnta na daw sya C.G

- ayun nag punta kami C.G.. around 3:00A.M uwian na..


Saturday:

- breakfast with best..

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happy

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- no more internet connection for the concierge and control room department.. FCUK!! oh well.. i still have my BB.. buti na lang we still have free wireless connection sa office..

- daming guest today.. last guest went home around 12:20midnight..

- waiting for the 1:15A.M bus.. shawarma again :)

- pag dating sa bahay..kinuha ko lang damit, laptop, pati na din apple and grapes ko sa ref... mabubulok na lang di ko pa nakakain..

- slept over kela best..

- tom. is my off.. tulog kami around 5:00A.M :) HAPPY!!

"Na miss ko na si scrappy..I posted something that reminds me of him.. pag pinapaliguan ko sya..nakakatuwa sya.. floppy looking to skinny"
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occupied my wednesday..

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Tue:

- woke up early around 9:00A.M

- i missed the bus goint to the office.. and it cost me 41DHS.. in peso it's like 450pesos..!!! Badtrip!! siguro 1 or 2 minutes early yung clock ng bus that time. fcuk talaga... pero okay lang.. wala na ako magagawa.. But it wont happen again..

- paratha bread + chicken curry for dinner..

Wed:


- spanish omelet for breakfast..


- a little tour around diera..
















- restday ni best today and he wants to watch a movie.. so we did..

- 11:45 last full show.. after work diretso ako dubai mall.. :)


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move oN!!

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- hindi ako okay.. but tomorrow i will be okay...

- if not maybe the day after tomorrow!!

- galit ako kay best! selfish b ako? mali ba yung mga advices ko sa kanya?

- madali lang ba sabihin para sakin na mag move-on kasi wala ako sa katayuan nya?

- alam ko masakit yung hiwalayan.. pero kung wala naman kwenta yung tao hindi na mahirap yun.. lalo na pag pinaramdam nya na bale wala ka lang..

- yung relasyon ko nga di ko maayos

- feeling ko ako na lang ang may gusto mag work out.. napapagod na din ako..

- nag sabay pa sa problem ng bestfriend ko.. naasar ako!!! naasar talaga ako!!!

- BAKIT KA MAG MAMAHAL NG TAONG WALANG KWENTA!! AT TINGIN SAYO EH DISPOSABLE LANG NA GAMIT!!

- hindi ako sanay mag utos kung ano dapat gawin sa mga naging partner ko.. bakit? hindi ko makita rason eh.. ginagawa nya lang yung dahil sinabi ko.. hindi dahil gusto nya.. at nagiging masaya sya dun.. nahihirapan na din ako..
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fruity sunday

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- 4:00P.M to 1:00A.M is my shift today..

- if there is no dinner reservation, i'll go home around 11:00P.M.. yey!

- apple and orange for breakfast and oatmeal with strawberries...

- starting to do a healthy diet.. 4 sets for 10 push ups and sit ups..

- went home early.. jog again..

- 11:30P.M and i decided to drop by to my bestfriend's house just to check him..

- they finally break-up..

- 2:00A.M i'm walking back to our accomodation..
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