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  - "I'm supposed to be the happiest today, but I'm just Not. I'm at my loneliest"
  - it's a tweet from my habibi around afternoon.. Surely! Something is not right..  
  - i cannot be the reason for his sadness.. Not on his special day..
  - i think my brain is partly damage from the history of drugs i've had in my life..
  - snap out of it!! I need to do somethig and correct everything before its too late.. And i made a reservation...
  - 7:00 P.M on the clock.. my shift will finish at 10:00 P.M.. He went to hear the mass "alone".. 
  - and after that he went to see his friends and they had a dinner celebration.. 
  - as my shift end, i went to see him.. 
     ~ a hotel reservation so we can celebrate his birthday together ~
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