Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Monday, January 24, 2011

Gift

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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Happy Birthday Habibi..

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- "I'm supposed to be the happiest today, but I'm just Not. I'm at my loneliest"

- it's a tweet from my habibi around afternoon.. Surely! Something is not right..
- i cannot be the reason for his sadness.. Not on his special day..
- i think my brain is partly damage from the history of drugs i've had in my life..
- snap out of it!! I need to do somethig and correct everything before its too late.. And i made a reservation...
- 7:00 P.M on the clock.. my shift will finish at 10:00 P.M.. He went to hear the mass "alone"..
- and after that he went to see his friends and they had a dinner celebration..
- as my shift end, i went to see him..

~ a hotel reservation so we can celebrate his birthday together ~

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Saturday, January 22, 2011

i'm confuse

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- 6:30 A.M my phone wont stop buzzing!!.. reminding that i need to wake up..
- working from 8:00 A.M to 3:00 P.M.. Century Corned Tuna and bread for my lunch..
- i slept for more than an hour when i got back home..
- went to the gym.. Burned 300 calories.. I got my hair cut.. Bought some food at carrefour express..
- ate tuna and skyflakes + strawberry yogurt.. Shower.. Washed clored and white laundry..
- watched "Blackswan"
- my phone alarmed before 12 midnight.. This is my cue for me to call and greet you.. "Happy Birthday Habibi".. "I Love You"..
- ..but i did'nt make the call.
- it's already 2:00 A.M and im still up..

I've been ignoring and making distance to you.. I want to know, What will you do??

What if?.. I'm wanting you to long and look for me.. Maybe.. I'm expecting to much..

Do what will make you happy.. I'll be alright on my own.. Untill then..

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Friday, January 21, 2011

Where is the sun?

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- 10:30 A.M is when i woke up.. No sign of the sun and its seems that the rain from the sky will pour into the land any time..
- sinigang na baboy and pritong isda for lunch.. I'm planning to go out at afternoon.. But the rain stopped me..
- this is the secod day with no rice..
- i end up watching movies and playing "cityville"..
- around 7:00 P.M i went to the gym, spent an hour to burn 300 calories on the treadmill..
- my plan was to sleep early but No luck for me.. It's 2:00 on the clock and im still awake..

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Thursday, January 20, 2011

1st step

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- i sweated a lot this morning.. 1hr walking and running in the treadmill.

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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

New Year-- New Goals

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- Goal?!..it is said that a goal not written is just like making a wish.. So here i am starting to blog again..
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